Book Review: Reconstructing Amelia by Kimberly McCreight (2013) (Adult, Young Adult) (Psychological Fiction) 4 Stars ****
Fifteen-year-old high school sophomore Amelia Baron is suddenly dead. Single-mother Kate, high-powered, overworked partner in a prestigious Manhattan, New York law firm, receives a phone call at work at an inopportune time to come to the school immediately because her usually perfectly behaved, studious daughter is being suspended for plagiarism. Subway delays cause Kate to be one and a half hours later than expected. But things have changed. The police and emergency services are swarming the outside of the school. There’s been a terrible incident. Kate is told that there is little doubt that Amelia has jumped off the school roof with the intention of committing suicide.
Kate does not want to accept the fact that her daughter is dead by her own hand. How can this be? Amelia looked forward to so much. Kate begins and intensive investigation with the support of a homicide detective assigned to the case. Poring through Amelia’s emails, text messages, interviews with classmates, friends, teachers, and school administrators all serve to present Amelia in a very different light. Kate did not know her daughter at all. In a few short weeks, Amelia’s life was turned upside down. From September to October, this happy, optimistic girl drastically changed. Betrayed in a same-sex affair with a girl who later turns her back on Amelia, not knowing who her father is, victimized by cyber-bullying, manipulated by girls in the secret school society she regretted joining, having provocative photos of her posted online, the subject of an anonymous school blog known for its salacious gossip, shunned and teased by numerous students in this small, very posh private school, disappointed by a dear distant male friend, desperately needing guidance and to talk it all out with her too busy, mostly absent mother, it appears that Amelia may have actually caved in to the pressures swallowing her alive.
Amelia never finds out the source of all her problems. The reader does, however. We find out who her real father is, his role in this drama, the shocking identity of the gRaCeFULLY blog poster, who was present at the time of Amelia’s death, why Amelia’s love interest unceremoniously pushed her away, how her mother really felt about having a child out of wedlock, why her mother was mistaken about the man whom she believed to be Amelia’s father and why Kate never told this man about her pregnancy even though they were co-workers and neighbors, why the teachers and school administrators refused to act on the destructive bullying of which they were well aware, and which classmates’ parents had a knowing, self-serving role in Amelia’s destruction.
A very sad book indeed. Characters are flawed and generally not likable. Only Amelia and the homicide detective are sympathetic characters. The adults in the story cannot be trusted. The classmates are even worse. Sexually manipulative, lying, deceitful, plotting, self-serving—what a bunch! Pray that your kids don’t run into a mob like this.
The book is powerful but here are some of the things that just don’t make sense. Readers must suspend belief. That Kate thinks the wrong man is Amelia’s father does not seem plausible for a high powered attorney. That Kate did not accurately analyze the facts that were in front of her face to determine who was actually Amelia’s father does not make sense, especially for the reasons that are later presented at the time the truth is unveiled. The shocking revelation of the gRaCeFULLY blogger is handled in one sentence—this blogger thought this breach of trust would bring her closer to the students. PUhLEEEZE! It is not plausible that any New York City Homicide Detective would allow the mother of a victim to accompany him during investigations and interviews. That Amelia’s real father is secretly monitoring her but does not act to step in when things get out of hand is hard to believe. That Kate expected that Amelia would never find her hidden journals expressing ambivalence over her pregnancy and the birth and raising of her daughter shows an arrogance and a sense of superiority. Don’t we all know, as parents, our kids will check under mattresses and boxes pushed far into the back of a closet to find our secrets?
We have a lot of voyeurs in this story—people who observe and judge, but don’t want to get involved.
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